Today was the first day since finishing exams that I haven't had to go to work.
I don't know why this should seem like such a surprise to myself - but it is. I didn't even realize I had agreed to work quite that much and all of a sudden I am working beyond belief.
Would be a lot better if I didn't feel like I was still struggling financially - I am aware that I'm not actually struggling - money is just such an elusive measure. You have it, until you don't. (huh, philosophical there!)
But in all seriousness - its like no matter how much more I make, it doesn't seem quick enough or that it will last me til my next pay cycle (even though it always does). Stupid really, but a fact of life.
I have been panicking a little bit recently about my exams, struggling to find what I am going to do if I fail. It really isn't the end of the world - but it isn't a fun thought either.
In other news, I have enjoyed this day off pretty well. Breakfast with the in-laws, lunch with the boy, did my washing and now watching some Grey's Anatomy whilst writing a blog. Definitely could have had a worse day.
Big day tomorrow, working 9am - 9pm for good ol' Tom, back to back five hours shift with a two hour break. I'm actually quite excited for it. Although I am not all that good at getting up early enough for a 9am start. Although I am sure I will, it is going to be slightly difficult for me to do so.
I don't know why this should seem like such a surprise to myself - but it is. I didn't even realize I had agreed to work quite that much and all of a sudden I am working beyond belief.
Would be a lot better if I didn't feel like I was still struggling financially - I am aware that I'm not actually struggling - money is just such an elusive measure. You have it, until you don't. (huh, philosophical there!)
But in all seriousness - its like no matter how much more I make, it doesn't seem quick enough or that it will last me til my next pay cycle (even though it always does). Stupid really, but a fact of life.
I have been panicking a little bit recently about my exams, struggling to find what I am going to do if I fail. It really isn't the end of the world - but it isn't a fun thought either.
In other news, I have enjoyed this day off pretty well. Breakfast with the in-laws, lunch with the boy, did my washing and now watching some Grey's Anatomy whilst writing a blog. Definitely could have had a worse day.
Big day tomorrow, working 9am - 9pm for good ol' Tom, back to back five hours shift with a two hour break. I'm actually quite excited for it. Although I am not all that good at getting up early enough for a 9am start. Although I am sure I will, it is going to be slightly difficult for me to do so.
The money is definitely worth the slight torment though. Definitely.
And now I am going to play some Zelda and have some good funtimes. see ya'll later
xx
And now I am going to play some Zelda and have some good funtimes. see ya'll later
xx
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