It is time to figure out what I want from my life - do I take the big corporate job that I have already accepted - or do I forge ahead with a company that has the potential to really change things.
It seems like it isn't really an issue, what do you want? but the question is, what do I want? Whilst the bottom dollar is a big part of it, it isn't everything.
Where do I see myself in 5 years? Where do I see myself in 3 years? What do I want from my career?
The truth?
I want Career progression. I don't want to be the bottom feeder my entire life.
I want to earn good money, but similarly work hard to do so.
I want to be a part of something, something that means something to someone.
I want to be able to use my mathematics - at least a bit.
I want to be able to use the personal skills I also have developed over the past 22 years of existing.
I want to travel (right now, but if I take a full time job that could be put on the back burner)
I want to continue learning (not necessarily studying, but learning. Data insight, or higher level statistics, or hell just about the electricity industry in general)
I want to know I didn't make the wrong decision - but what if it I do?
I want to not feel guilty, but at the moment, no matter which decision I make I know I will feel guilty.
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