Excited, confused and scared

For my future.
It's just around the corner
D-day
When I need to officially - emotionally and mentally - commit to it.
To know what I want
Or at least decide what I will do about it.
For being truly independent from University (let's face it I practically am now)
For working in a job that will be the beginning of my career.

Today the Senior Consultant for pwc in analytics came into uni to give a talk about future mathematical career possibilities. Of which one of them is his job - my job to be.

He made one statement that freaked me out a little

we hire graduates who have been studying 4-5 years.  Honours/Masters/postgrad

Um what I am? 

It was also nice to hear what kinds of things I could expect given he was where I hope to be in 4 years time... better yet,  he was selling the job I HAVE coming up. It was great. I loved what he said. Which I guess leaves me even less likely to renege on the offer. 

Side note - applications for masters next semester were opening today and I hadn't even known or cared... guess I'm comfortable with that decision too.

Disclaimer - wrote this blog on Tuesday 21st but it just wouldn't post from my phone.